cause u are kind to me, we hve fun together. then suddenly fall in love with u.. n u are cute n pretty...~zzzzz~this is how boys purpose~girls beware~lolxxx...style all same~==got better wan o not~>.<~but i m in loved with someone~but i m holding it back to myself~before i could hurt more~lolx...

heyhey~wow today new day lerh..haha went skol for replacement kh class..lol..XD fun tho~and i just realize when ppl dont tell u anything u just have to stay calm and be urself and dont too believe it will come to u~haha so i did and i have fun~ lol when to imperial mall with sann..then wit her bf n his fren..her bf fren and me talk and soon become frens too..XD funny but good i m not light bulb~hiuuuxx~atleast got a fren pei wo~haha^^sweet lerh see sann n her bf~haha...wish them always together!!XD..and me just playing my role of mylife~and waits for the ones i thk~hmmmzzz wish so~lolx..
oh no i m going tuition later haizzz..i dun wanna go!!~still have to~so i will upload some pics random~hahax..well enjoy..love u guys~take care always~mwahx..xoxo~luv ya

wow~starting today i just realize i m wrong~hmmss~what should i do~what i said it not important to u~so i think theres ntg for me to tell u o talk to u~haixxx..i tot it was really what i want~i m stupid again~wo hen ben arh~!sha sha sha sha sha sha!!!>.<..alrite then~maybe u dont need me anymore~i never got the chance to feel what u feel anymore~sorry..

'sigh'wth wit the weather ==i ord feeling moody and angry still the stupid weather make my feeling even more down~i cried in car alone..looking at the sky~then i received msg lazy to reply..i found something missing~then i said to myself nvm..i dont want it all~i dont want..just living simple life is what i want~stupid tears still automatically slip down~then i wipe away before anyone could see..for what i m searching i still hvn~the wan who always care for me even i m ignoring them,who always understand how it feel,who pick me up when i m down,lend a shoulder when i cry,listen to what i want to say,who will follow as how i feel...but i cnt find it.~i m dissapointed..very~then i thk again~then let it be what it shud be~isabel marh happy abit nurhxx...~
write n write tear wanna slip down again~haixxx...cnt hold it sometimes..seriously..~
should i go bk to the normal life i been thru~or change to even better?or just stay the same..
i thk i shud wait see what will happened..but now what i have..is not what i need~so..the ans to me is wait~and keep on growing strong~feeling quite confusing now~haixxx...the pain in the heart is hard to descreibe just make myself even harder to breathe i think..i wished i never wanted the things i wish~it will bring more sadness in my life~arrghh~today is just like i lost my soul..then i fell down~omg~i wish i wouldnt get up and stay crying there~haixx..i still get up quickly~...damn~haixx hope ntg like this strike in my life again~
xin tong de gan jie mei you ren hui dong~

haixx~morning lerh~studying at home~silent bring concentration~^^hmm~WISH someone accompany me now~i saw in fb saw through everything~then suddenly i thk in my mind~saying do u take it seriously what i say?'sigh'~i dunno what to do so i dont think abt it~and study to cover the pain i had now~for everyone i seem so strong~but i m making myself that way too~alone feel so empty~hope this feeling wnt come again.its suffering~hmmm
now doing ntg but listening song n writting my blog~
it wasnt the same like before anymore~
you talk to others~
i saw the msg
i saw the comment
haixx~tired of it~~
so i ignore everything
dont even care abt it~
cz i still have someone there for me when i need~
STUDY!

abuhhh~~today i done smtg shudnt be done to look thru smtg~then i break my own heart again~lol i thk i really gave up lerh~>.<...i fed up lerh~no more lerh~i dunwan turn back lerh~
everything is fixed for me now~what i want now is my studies and a person to be with me thru out my problem~haixxx isabel isabel~so dumb de u~almost fall into a world that make u suffer again~wtf~==luckily~'sigh'...so many let u choose~you jiang ben marh ni~abuh~seriously i m so good to be lied de~@#!%~when i saw that~walao eh~wan let everyone noe larh~fine then~but i wnt do the same thing~i keep it to myself~or it just will ruin my reputation~soooo arghhh~nvm~now i m not feeling sad or angry~cz i done with it~no more feeling cnt disturb me this time~cz i m fully dead lerh!for what u been thru~
WO ISABEL ZUO DAO LERH!

owh~~have a nice day ystday i went to the mall~ntg change but smtg is nt right there is so few ppl there~and i saw form 4 sas student there looking at me~lol i didnt say hi cz i dunno them wah~abuh~~lol then i saw insena ppl some big size guy wearing girl sexy shirt and putting make up on their face~LOL!!LMAO~so damn yucky haha funny tho~XD haha then i keep like shaking my head cz i tot i saw someone so familiar and quite shocking then i look carefully its not~hiu~~scary~lol
haixxxx isabel so ngo arh~~aduh~~
then i receive the msg from him~
after everything we r frens~^^its better that way
hmm~today going bk miri lerh~must study lerh!!haissss stress lerh~
my phone no batt eh~c2pig de!~'sigh'while in brunei i took some pics~hehe
having fun~
that all~tata~
MWAHX~^^