cnt blog too much liao!T.T

huhu~guys sorry cnt upload my blog a lot..cz i m bz for dancing..singing...and studying!haisss..today is sooo sucky!but i m really grateful that my fren respect my choice and understand~XD thank u!!my leg...can split niaw!..i making it softly and lovely!gonna make my dance like that too!=)hehe!jia you jia you DX STREET!THE EXTREME!ntg is impossible!my singing..well say that i use too much emotional feeling in it..happy to say i m using the feeling but sad my heart ache..tears abt to fall...but i still stand strong..cz i dont need anyone when i fall..i need myself..to pull everything thru..that the meaning when we are saying we r not weak...but strong..learn to be independent..eventho i can choose the life having someone beside me..bu i choose not to...but when i fail...i dont let myself down..but continue cheer myself up and do my best..life getting tougher..but it making me to understand life is unfair but change the thinking that it will always be ok..my smile vanished only when i m not in this world..
gonna be strong...gonna be me..
gonna be true..
life?
isnt a hard thing..
just choose the way u want
love
bel<3

whuuu=)

wow~what a day which pass by just like wind~haha..quite boring when one of my bro is not in our class anymore..sad~huhu but i wish him all the best!=)...today i study math i went infront!noob xia de lo~wakaka..then when science..i fadai..keep thinking what should i decide..huhu XD...after morning class end..i went to dance room and check our song and arrange it..uhhhh tired...then we get the permission and went bk to dance room and continue our dance..and later!as i promise my friend to teach the dance for a group of singer i did it~=D so happy!i surprised when they all say thank u to me..teehee~feel like i m accomplishing something and helping ppl~^^...but also maybe today wasnt a day for me i guess...someone who dig out my past is super duper ishhhh!i can now tell u...how u much u say o do..i will not feel anything anymore...cz i m offcially over it!!i m not blind and i m not stupid...jus maybe i m not matured to think abt the consequences~yeah silly me~
well that all for the day!
take care my frenx!
and joyce stay happy!
anything i will be at ur side!
=)
that what fren do!

friendship

i finally find out what friendship really is..
when someone always ther support u
always there to say u still got us
that is when i even realize how hard the pressure is on me
how much stress and pain inside me
is all gone..and they gave u a strong will to move on
and be happy~
that is when i realize
there someone true..
that is ur true friend..
they dont leave u when sad
they dont use u
they dont hide things behind u but tell u..when u r wrong..
and u willing to listen and change to become a better person
i m touched when i find problem..and i get fed up
THEY are de one who held ur hand and get up..
but i dont cry for the problem..i cry how lucky am i to have them
how grateful i found them
how precious every word they give u
how helpful they can be
friend are the ppl u walk with when u are out to the society
every step they guide u..
i dunno how to thank them.
but what i know..
it only kill me to hurt them..
cz i dont only treat them as friend..but family which we rely on
i wanted to say this to all my fren
u the best thing i found in my life
u give me courage to pass thru my problem and sadness
that is y..
sometime we failed but we smile again..and look forward and we learn..
friends never gave u up..
never...=)

WHEEE i get to go out!XD

i have fun celebrating farewell for justin n happy bday for esmond!haha...
nice XD so funny again~huhu we take a lot of pics!and with of course justin cousin..named angie!haha~pretty girl!XD we went to pizza hut and eat...i m freaking full..eating one piece of pizza and one unfinished chicken wing and two big freaking cake which someone gave me...wan to puke out liao!hiusssh!=( and we make the cake so cute!XD LOLS...and i meet a new fren call bryan chin from riam~i so diam when go there..then they make talk liao!well i do take some of MY pics..haha dont say so much i show u!=)lee kim sam!got put liao..haha~dont complaint..XD

simple day~

when today morning i was on the way to school...i saw something..that make my heart stop beating..haisss...y my memory flash back...is it true this only stop when u found someone true for u?why so suffering de!haiyo...still larh trying my best to smile n be happy! today someone bday lurh..next to my class de...my fren n theirs help celebrate..xia soi him at canteen..haha!fun~see everyone so happy...everyone in canteen cheer for that bday boy..wakaka...and gave him a card full of wishes and hopes..^^ i wrote too =)..then i went up..bought cup mee so i can eat in class..because i got chinese lesson and i dont have any of that..so i eat half way..someone send up a piece a cake that i say save for me worh..i tot no more liao..haha..so happy...chocolate cake!make me hyper liao!XD...sometime
i really very confused some kind off ppl...dunno what they want from me..
i noe they backstab me but y still want be fren of mine..=S
weird..and care even i did o not to greet them...funny...and i heard all my frens tell me what u bkstab abt it before..y u can act like ntg..when i dig it all out..pls dont be speechless...
take carex..
love ya!=)

omg what a day!~

today like i separate my body so damn tired man!huhuT.T i think need put down for the basketball le la~wakao~then run to hall learn cheer leading...so tired eh~i got injury le..my hand~damn i put plaster then continue training lerh~=D fun narh~
i think i have slowly get use to this life~
XD
finally~
i getting something from being strong!
hope it work well till i found something that true
anything i just wish there someone true..
LORD guide my way to a better life~
love ya guys!=)u see this pic...that is how no game no pain..got game jiu se jiang lorh!

ehhhh~today ooo~

hiushhhh!today orh...eh...dont say la keep as secret!wakakaka...something special happened...!XD AND I HAVE FUN LA...and kinda sad to see joyce sad today...she write a short letter to me and say she very sad n no mood...then chinese lesson start..i went to sit with her and comfort her..when i say dont think abt it le..she started crying..cz that guy with him de really is jerk!kns!see him slap him!=( no use!haisss...so sorry for her...then i told her be strong..not fair u sad he is not..and with other girl so happy..dont look down on herself..i know its hard...even tho still like how i am now..keep try and try dont give up!and sure..u will put down and see someone really special for ur life..she keep cry make me wanted to cry too..jacky keep turn his head to see my eyes..they jio me!huhu T.T its sad la come on..
haisss....but JOYCE!do be happy yeah!enjoy every second of ur day k?when night come i noe u will be afraid like losing everything..but still always be happy o!=) i support u always!active girl always there help u jiayou!i dont left out ppl when they are in need!gambateh neh!
HUHU!...in the last period so geng eh!
i eat keropok...i eat eat eat..gary jio me..
eat so innocent de~
== u this bro ye se hen lihai n steady lo
noe my expression hen funny la!
zzzzz!
wish someone brighten up my life now
hiushhh...as i m trying to brighten up everyone life!!!
stay smiling!!!!XDDDD!
LOVE YA!take care!

wondering and wondering

dunno wan start new journey o staying all by myself ma..hiushhh..i think better to start a new one?...am i ready...?...yes i think so no dont..anei...today ntg to do fadai dao this qu..
well follow what my heart say bah
like everyone say
if that will make me happy..
right?support o not?
sot liao
but i think understand more first na..
right now is like running marathon..
get ready sienx...
take time run!
XD
funny de explanation!XD
to all my true friends!
wish u all good luck!
and always happy!=)
cnt laugh?
just see me laugh u will oso laugh liao!
hahahah!

everyone look like dying..==

walao...today was super hyper de!!cz i ate dao chocolate..!!wakaka..nice eh..SMARTIES!become smart niaw!hahaha~stupid...thnx lean han!..oso very tired na playing THE SO CALL NETBALL when pjk lesson..they all laughing when i try to block someone tall!cz i keep jumping!like....aiya..dont say niaw..kena jio later huhu..then i went to cimb bank..my bro need do something for his thing..and i saw beggar..so many thing n feeling strike me..i think n think.and i ask...why we always compare ppl that are greater than us?why dont compare who are not as lucky as we r?..y we never learn being grateful...so much hatred so much jealousy turning ourself like monster..i m laughing at myself y i need to care abt what some ppl say abt me..they never live my life they never noe..but they always have the right to say something at ur back..so why being soft heart...as we learn helping others no need to show off whateva..its doesnt meant a thing..i try to help anyone in need if i can..but what i get is a bad method they treating u..i ask myself..y feel sorry?..u done ntg wrong..and they never know what really going on ur life..and i realized to put thing easy..so what i care?..i respect but they dont give a damn..
so i do what right..as long it is true for anyone..
so i went to the beggar and left some money in his box and i left..
i say to myself..i m grateful...and i dont want anyone i love end up like that
left out in the dark and lonely side of the world..
its never fair..dont say it stupid..cz what i done i will feel happy abt it
but to those who dislike me..
let me tell u..
when u doing such thing to some ppl o wat
think and feel what situation they r in
dont judge if u never know well..or by hearing something has no proof in ur eyes..
pls treat ppl fairly..
as ppl are never perfect..

what the heck with my life seriously!!

haisss...actually today was my funniest day n happiest day ever!and it turn out suck!=( after hearing all that is like something pierce thru my heart..i never thought it was this hurting!!!why?..normally ppl get scolded o beaten up they cry..why?..i m not like that de!but why i cry..?and guys this is not abt my relatioship..dont misunderstood..haisss....i never cry infront of my friends..cz i wanted to be the girl who always smile n laugh everytime and carries no worries for them..and what i do?i kept put down my head and cry..but i m touch..there frens who comfort me..and half way i m crying i laughed...cz they r seriously funny..i go toilet and washed my face...kinda getting fed up of this life..ppl i love past away..and this...
shit!=@
NO MORE NEXT TYME LIAO!
damn it!

go bowling with my bro~

>
wakaka today i went to parkson n play bowling with my bro..we wore white colour shirt like couple== my gosh..haha!then i was uncomfortable a bit dunno why..everyone was like looking at me..and i look on my shirt got dirty ha..then i walk very very fast..my bro complaint..hahaha!i wore this shirt!i grow fat ma?look look!=) teehee
i dunno i got o not..but i think from this pic like got!XD

i deleted you in everything..done story!

kinda heart broken to see that word u have said..but i wish u say more so i will forget u and wash u away easily just like a blink of an eye..when that time come..even i meet u..i will treat u as a stranger..just pass by like i never knew you..and smile just like what i do to everyone..you are out of my life list..
thought i should even pity u or care abt u?
waste of time
now i dont even give a damn for anything happened to you
my life just begin when this story end
even i learn..
if someone would meant to be with me
he should understand
and care

i m not afraid to say i still care
but now
totally like i never know you
cz
we never meet
that what will my memory say
stranger..
wonder can i even do that
well
this is when i say
this is isabel way
and she never hold back for anything
i m something that is beyond ur expectation
so what u doing now dont stop
what u hurt the most
i can put down more easily
and move on to a perfect match..
=)

huhu~kinda tired day le today~

today saturday still need go school eh..replacing chinese new year holiday..hao kiamsiap worh..haha~eventho chinese new year i celebrate at a secret place..wakaka..today was tired dunno why..i reach skol i go buy LIANG CHA..stupid right?cold still drink liang de thing..wakaka..i bought two one for yun yin..but she went for prefect camp..then today lesson was boring..we all there talk when after form 5 do what..i want to take lawyer.hehe..or hotel management^^ i like wear smart smart de =)..wuisshhh..then i slp in science period after doing all the notes..
then i went for training for cheerleading..wasnt in the mood for training cz kena misunderstood i wear contact lens eh!the two little girl in my cheerleading de keep look at my eye like what..then i say i dont wear..they say got..y will reflect de and shiny de.then i moved my eye fast fast let them see..nah mei you lar!.==" then gary told them i dont wear la.aduh....before that i went to pete deli eat..wakaka eat liao..BERAT le...FUNNY LE...and i have fun..too many activities liao lu..maybe want start band for singing in concert..and i confused choosing song for my solo..
then my bro back le..he saw me dancing..then we walk out..cz my hand wrote a i love u sign...i told him i write de he dont believe..wakaka...he say dont do stupid thing and rub my head..==
my perfect day!
=)

i m sorry~hmm>.<

i hope u can stop treating me too good..because how hard u try i still dont know how to accept..i m sorry..i forget how to love someone ord..i lost hope in there..cz the feeling is painful..so scared to experience it again..till i get my feeling back i hope that is when forever is true for me^^..so i m having a life alone..its lonely but with friends its always colourful^^..so i have always treat u as a very good friend^^
i just end a story of mine..i dont wish to start a new one..=) hope u would understand..cz friendship hold longer than a relationship that is unstable..
understand more..know more abt who i m and who u r..the road we walk will be longer =)
stay friendssss~
=)
to someone u know =)

pls dont so boring pls~

if anything dont like abt me can say infront of me..
hen coward eh u~
haissss
lei arh talk to ppl useless like u
hmmmmms
i write i soong u jealous die far far
dont block my way to walk
u noe what is hao gou bu dang lu ma?
^^
well this is a word for u
pacheo ppl like u~
live in this earth zuo mo gui?
die suan liao la~
haissss
sha de
u make me feel like u more cheap eh
cham liao
idiot idiot~
u noe that abt all..
i scold dao shuang le^^
my blog u suck off
=)
not urs^^

RAINING DAY!!

omg~keep raining since the day its over..==not feeling too good..got a bit sore throat~hiuss!i wore jacket and i bring UMBRELLA!see miracle to see i bring right?cz very handy so i bring it!=)hehehe~when i reach school saw gary there slping on my table== that stupid brother~hahaha shhh!~tols him that i get over lerh and i really no more feel for someone le..i put down le..hooo...kinda tiring when u cry every single nite ho?wussshh..then i ate kueh tiaw and curry mee when recess time~scary right?i m not full again eh~gooshh~esmond n gary they all shock ...lols...xi guan jiu hao~=p wakaka today all very guai lorh bring there own umbrella~samreet bro oso follow us when we go out.that is how when only boys u noe in ur class...all at my back become body guard~wakaka..shaaa de~then i wait bus i saw two kids wet all over..very kesian eh~=( they follow the bus i m using too..so i call them come down i cover them..then they oso come down..they walk from the south school to the shop there eh~my god..i advice them bring umbrella next tyme~but then i bring a umbrella that cover one person only!!!but i cover them then i got all wet..T.T AND my bag!=( but nvm larh~atleast they dont keep there without umbrella~=) i slp at bus uh`so tiring i wish quickly get license i drive car go study liao!wakakaka~

RAINING DAY!!

making myself busy like a bee~

from upstair u noe what i meant le ho~hmmm tired and very stress..body all bruises..pain...release stress my only way~damn...today was DH4 my dancing group dancing for orentation..my leg couldnt really move well..cz all my body aching..luckily didnt sick~but alll this two day pay off..learning till 5plus..the crowd love us~shouting..kinda fun~but i m really freaking tired ord..i go back home straight sleep..but there more activities await me..cheerleading and basketball training for competition..not sure i wan take basketball ma..i m taking all this is letting myself stop from thinking n keep having fun..but atleast i made it..i slowly put it down lerh for my past tense stories..its felt weird n sad at first..but i keep telling myself be strong so..so anyhow single life fast fast back!=) i will get used to that~i promise^^..its past ord so there nothing left to cherish o anything..thanx for the friends that support me always..hmm...damn tmr will be training for cheeerleading..i m going to stand straight and let them throw like a doll le..huhu T.T...my mouth going cramp anytime now..smile smile smile!=) stand straight!balance when u go up...wossshhh!=o...btw thanx gary for the lifting dance kinda felt like flying that time HAHAHA~well its really fun..