yesh!i did it!=)

hard hard week for me!!!i have so much to stress!my test!my dance routine!my band singing!my group singing!my cheerleading!...awh!!! but i know i can do it!i have the strong determination to knock down everything which block my way to aim the best!=)..by every support ppl gave me!i will make it!THINK POSITIVE!=)..
this few day i went to the place which caught my memories..but then i suddenly smile..and look at the place around..i realize theres ntg to think o cherish anymore..cz i cnt feel anything anymore..and i m glad..cz i m not suffering anymore..
one more shocking thing..someone in brunei is keeping contact with me and is the one who keep miss call me m=S sorry for the words i say before =p hoep ya dont mind =D.. i m shock~and add me bk in fb..i dont know why i felt weird to see his profile saying everything..maybe thinking too much..haha~
omg!back to my school stuff!
i m super confused for all the thing and everyone around me!
sometime when we are far too good and we get the fault by ourself!what a pathetic feeling!
not to forget my sejarah teacher!bhalvinder!lols!i dunno whether i can write out the essay or not!=S...
my math!?dont need to say..omg...dunnno how...
evrything come together make me bz..good thing is i dont have to think those useless thing!lovely aint it?...
hope i can to my best
caring my fren n someone
my studies
my school concert
my family
felt like i have so much emotion when facing this
but luckily i didnt go crazy but keep ugrading to be the one that is who i am
just me~i dont fall but i keep getting better!=)
just give me time and opportunities
i will make it to the best!=)
love ya!=)

memory land~

teehee..this is the pics taken at parkson with my beloved beautiful cousins~!..we have fun..but we took this pic very fast cz i need to head bk home early...going to my other cousin bf house open house..huhu..was a tiring day and quite fed up day maybe..hahaha well enjoy!

=(

omg omg omg...what should i do once i step in this..i m really a pathetic!!!!!i just dont wanna care anymore le..you want to do what just do..i really OMG....damn damn..lets be in a relationship that is invisible which i will making it to be!so i wouldnt be hurt maybe?...friends friends all i need is friends!!!!i m no one properties..
seriously i go knock down the wall enough..==....
and stop miss call me..u eng dao ntg to do de person!once i get angry i spread ur freaking number!TRY ME! and seriously nowadays really happy..sad... angry.... like campur till yao sot liao!pms arh...
well..
lastly i wanted to say is
enjoy life..
trust me..its short..
dont let the chance u want slip off

tataxx~
love
bel..

what life for~

i think i got my answer for whole day wondering the answer...guess it really over..

i m having quite a boring day wondering abt the answer i should gave..told my frens..everyone say dont..no..i was thinking yeah..maybe its really over..what done is done..noone can help..noone can cure..eventho i still have the feeling to feel the memories back then..but i think i should move on to the new one..the one i will be happier..and for the one who told me to think abt it..sorry i dont think so to get it back again..theres no sign that i should..theres nothing to even let me walk toward that life again..so its totally different from what u said..noone want the memories again.i just wanna love the one who care me now and get rid of my past life..
maybe its stupid to tell someone..u know who u r.i can sure u now..noone wants the past life anymore..
hope u understand..

what to do..oshhhh..

is it true?..when the time u put down for the hurt u been through is when u realize u have fallen a bit for someone..=S i m so confused..but i keep holding it back to not fall so easily..woooshh..idiotic me..just waste my time planning my concert and my study..but something just like to pull me away to something...what to do what to do..
i will focus focus focus!!!well that the way isabel do it~hope so...huhux..
time is chasing me..i hope i can do my best in concert rehearsal!HAISSS....
my song..my dance..i just wish some idea strike me immediately..XD
well wish DX street keep on doing the best!BECAUSE WE R THE EXTREME!=) jiayou!

i wish it never happen...never meet you..

to hear u have change to a person i never know make me more confused what kind of person u r..as we all know living in this world is for ourself..some of us did the first step..but the rest just keep falling..as if nothing matter to us..maybe still havnt grow up?..why we have to be like this..all before u said..u fail to do to it..saying i wont care..yeap i dont..cz i dont even wanted to ask why..?..maybe u r noone to me anymore?i think maybe..to the one who always there to care for me maybe he is far far away from me now..but he still care to ask how am i and get how am i doing from my bro..when i said that we never can be together anymore...i think back maybe i really felt sorry to u..but happy to see and hear that u still there to change urself better and listen what i said..and in the future i will be there and greet u as a fren..and say sorry for being childish..when u r asked where the girl u love?.letting u hurt alone..it my fault..relationship that is far really have make me feel something is lost..and i will keep the picture..till i meet u again..if u r seeing this..i hope and wish there's a chance being a friend..=)..i miss the care..thanx 288~=)for teaching to be matured in everything for my life =)

i love the one who lost something but still keep upgrade themself and rmb what is taught..
i learn to love and care and of course help..who need it..
losing u have made me learn..
next tyme i meet someone i love..rmb to say everything that on your mind
always be true..
say what on ur mind and heart
letting u go is something good and bad..
but this will always be past tense i use in my life
my future tense will start when the moment
i closed everything abt u
and something u dunno is..
i believe u..
but then there's nothing to hold it strong..
everything will be fine~