living for this 16 years really have made me grown to understand people around me..to study everything they thinking..everything they feeling..just by reflecting it bk to me..feeling pain,sad,hurt,happy,confused,anger,love..but when i really gonna live my life to stop care for them but myself..i just cnt be that selfish just doing everything the way i want..being cruel sometime but i still cnt..saying to myself ur heart is soft and u would get hurt easily get cared easily..ppl saying u think to straight u dont know theres something gonna hurt u but u just dont care..cz to u.. life is just being happy..then it make myself thinking or saying something funny n stupid.. getting everyone to laugh..when getting serious or angry theres no sign on my face..cz to everyone i m always the cheerful funny freaky girl that strike your mind doing something incredible..but no anger..eventho i do have angry feeling but it never last long..i cnt hate ppl for long time.. i cnt rmb the pain the hate cz i get tired of it and just let it slip away..but rmb in relationship..ur loves one never angry u..they r only upset..cz they never have the heart to hate or angry u..that what i learn now and understand...love?it doesnt really matter to me anymore..cz its foolish..cz we never need that cz we hvnt learn to love..why theres sadness when u broke up..the only reason is lonely..being alone is scary..but when u learn to get out from that..that is the time u have grown..u learned being strong not by relying on others..but i will never stop at the time to care..i will always care..that what i need to do i guess for now =)..
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
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